As i put my hair up in the messy bun for the last time

Good morning,

I have ten minutes before I have to head off to work, so I thought I would share my story…

Yes it is true, I donated my hair! It is going straight to the children, which is what I wanted… I felt so good, I was also very nervous because I haven’t had this short hair since I was a child.

I am looking much more nicer and office like which is perfect. I am loving my new hair, I am loving my new make over, I am done now :-) I have my nails, hair, clothes what do I need? Other than a new car which isn’t happening till next year – I already picked out what I want.

I feel so good about what I did, I know I did something to make a sick child very happy. I have beautiful healthy hair – it may be brown, but I get so many compliments on how soft, how beautiful it is… I need to share it… I will be doing it again next year.

The book club was fun – it is my turn to host, and I have no idea what food to serve or drinks.

A couple friend came over yesterday – we had so much fun the guys did their thing and us girls were beading she is so good – she taught me how to metal bead, and I made my first stretchy bracelet too – I understand now why people make to keep because I have seen the work she does it is unbelievable – I am loving our time together, and she is going to teach me much more! I wont be stocking up on presents – I will be making things FOR that person… it will take up a lot of my time, but I think if I can just give up some things I can do it – deff on Sundays. Next weekend, I will have Sunday free – it will stay free for me (unless it is Easter?) if its Easter, I cannot wait to color eggs, and have that traditional Easter breakfast… yum!

I am so blessed, I have a wonderful WONDERFUL job, I am doing so good. I feel good about myself, and working in an environment of disable people not going “well I am…… so I can work” you wouldn’t believe who is there! :-)  (it does annoy me when ppl use their small DA to make an excuse NOT to work --- but some bigger cases of disability works there… it proves it…) and better yet my job also gives to the community, I love the fact I am growing to able to give much more unlike retail its profit they don’t do enough community but GW is 24/7 plus I can still volunteer, and my hair ---- sighs… can my life be anymore amazing?! (I know I am bragging but it makes me SOOOOO happy)

Gotta go

God Bless

Amber

My new job - updates

Good Morning,

It is 5:53 am – I am showered but I need to put my make up on and do my hair – fix my coffee for tmw…

I am just LOVING my job, I never felt this happy when it came to work – not even Target not even at the beginning of Target. I cant describe how happy I am. Caring for Kids kept me happy but I don’t do it often enough, and with this job, I just LOVE it and I also help back to the community!

Yesterday my final training came – when it was supposed to be next week, but I was putting things in the shopgoodwill.com, and describing it, well yesterday they gave me a camera! I was just having TOOOOO much fun – but how can I not have fun – camera + me = fun time! I get to model the items, take pictures, I pick from white or black background, it is just so much fun.

Time goes too fast over there – except the fact I had a headache growing yesterday about an hour and half before my shift ends :( I think the fact the I wasn’t used to doing a lot of reading and sitting on the cpu for a long period of time – I KNOW I will get used to it. but I kept almost missing my breaks! -.- that’s how fast time goes… this is a sure thing – I know I will go through the 90 day probation so quickly. I am going into work with a smile on my face – I am just too excited to go!

Office work is the way I wanted to go – I got it, and I am much happier.

The best part – I can get along with every one – people are so kind and patient over there, they aren’t so demanding like Target after having expecations, they remind me “over the time… you will…” but Target is like “well you need to like now….” I am so fast I have been surprising people – but the one thing I can thank Target is that they helped me to speed up things – I was one of the fastest people at Target regardless of what the new supervisor thinks. I have some people there that backs it up, and misses me. I do miss some of the people.

I got my bridesmaid dress – now I just need to pay for alternations…. Ick! But at the end its worth it – but something I am thinking – what will I re wear that dress? When she told me something about wearing it again – it is a cute dress – I never re wore my prom dress, or my winterformal dress, or any of my home coming dress again. And yet I don’t have the heart to get rid of them -.- I know they were expensive! Lol.

Yesterday one of my cats – sebastain gotten out with chris yesterday at like 5 am – and he has been sneaking out so fast so quick we don’t even notice, he is not a outdoor cat but he is trying to be, he is not mirco chipped, and it worries me, but we will get him MC soon, because we really cant stop him from leaving, but i freaked out so much last night when he didn’t come home, in the rain or anything, I cried as I lost him, at 4 am this morning I gotten up paced around the house checking doors and etc, he wasn’t there, then 430 he was… and I was soooo happy and I grabbed and hugged him. Because last night I felt incrediably guilty. He was gone for almost 24 hours but I guess 23 hours.  I am just glad God kept him safe and brought him back to us. I know he will come back now.

Gotta go!

God Bless

Amber

Today is the big day

Good Morning.

Today is the 4^th of april – because the internet is down, this might be posted after the 4^th.

I am in the middle of getting ready, and I have an hour, I am already showered and I made breakfast, did my dishes.

I am so excited, I know today is the big day for me, and it is a big deal because it is a whole new career for me, something I have been wanting to do for years. At first I wanted to be an actor, but I am not quite good enough, so this is my back up plan. I am just still so glad to be free from Target I will miss some of the people there.

This weekend was wonderful, Buffy had a major diahrea accident while we were gone for a few hours in the kennel at my grandma’s house. We assume it is from the salt water and some of the food she might have ate. It was awful I hated that smell, that was one of the most nastiest thing we had to clean.

Yesterday we stopped at my sister in law’s house she had a party for my other sister in law and my father in law’s whos birthday is today, it was a theme party and we didn’t have time to find a 50s style clothes… oops. It was nice to see everyone it was fun and enjoyable, buffy was very good, and I know she was tired too. I was worried if she wouldn’t like to be outside. While everyone had cake except for me and chris – since we gave up sweets for lent, it made me think for a few minutes how Jesus felt. It was one of those good moments, I needed those minutes the entire weekend we were surrounded by sweets. I ended up smiling at random people who were eating cake lol.

Today is Buffy’s birthday also – she is now one years old.

I am gonna get off drink the rest of my coffee, and write to God. I know I have a lot of things to thank him for and prayers.

God Bless

Amber