Getting Tested

Hey,

I just had an urge to write a second entry today – after a while people were just still throwing attacks, I really think I am being tested. And its not going to break me down, in a few hours I will delete my Bloopdiary account, people are still trying to throw attacks. So, therefore, I didn’t think I said anything when I say I understood why people think the way they do, but doesn’t mean that I believe in that way either, and they choose to take it the wrong way.

Matthew 21:22

And whatever you ask in a prayer, you will receive, if you have faith

That is exactly what is going on, my faith is being tested. People don’t have to agree with me, and I don’t have to agree with them, but I don’t throw personal attacks (at least none that anyone has informed me, I would have appogized and try to change that because no one needs a negative response.)

I am still praying for many things, for my parents, for my husband, for his family, for myself. I am so motivated I want to meet more people. I know I shouldn’t go through this alone, I want someone to walk with me, someone to study the Bible with, someone to have discussion, we all have questions and comments, I need someone for that.

I am proud of what I have been doing. I am proud of myself for not smoking, or having a desire to want to smoke. I am proud of myself going through the healthy ways – I have gotten a Gazelle (tony little) for Christmas, and I have been working on it everyday each week I go up 5 more minutes, today I went on for 35 minutes. My goal – 45 mins to 60 mins a day. 5 days a week, the weekends are my breaks.

I will write when I have that urge for a related topic.

I have started reading “90 Minutes in Heaven” by don piper – I just started, it seems like its really good – and I cannot wait to finish it – I will post up what I thought of it. it is a true story about life and death.

God Bless