Hey,
Hope everyone is having a good week, My dog is getting groomed right now, so I thought I would have a few minutes to update – I know I am super excited for this weekend, Saturday is gonna be a full girl pamper day for me, a massage and a pedi, and a lunch.
I am still getting tested, I know I will be tested for a long time, maybe even forever, I am up for every challenges that may come to my road of the righteous. I will still follow the good. I have not read the Bible in a few days, but that is okay, I am ahead. I have been writing in my God Journal, saying more prayers and writing letters to him. I thank him for all the prayers that has been answered.
I love reading, I am extremely happy that I have the Nook, and I have been reading from it, I even gotten rid of all of the Stephen King books – it was a big step for me, while I wasn’t on the good path as I should had been, I had been reading his books, awful words, very ungodly. I like a good book – I have discovered Ted Dekker, it was a sign when we met my mother in law and my father in law, there was a Christian book store, and I was looking at the books that caught my eye, and now I am reading good books, some thrill and suspense, but they are better words. It hurts me more when I see or hear the Lord name in vain. I will not correct anyone when they do it other than my husband if he says it because I know it will just cause trouble. But God knows it hurts me and him. I do not use Jesus in vain either. I tell Jesus “I love you”. I know he is also reading this as I write. I am trying to get rid of all of my books and keep my favorites, because it just takes up space and with my Nook – I don’t need my books anymore.
I have nothing to hide, any questions answers will be reveled even if it is about my past. My past was bright till I walked into the dark, it became dark and I am sorry for it to become dark, God knows and He forgives me for walking through the dark. He knows I am walking through the light. Living in the dark world is no where near what I want. I do not regret, I know better, lessons has been learned, and I am sorry for those choices I made but if I didn’t make them, I would have never learned. Right?
I had so many questions about what I was reading in the Bible – The word HATE came up, I try not to hate, I dislike. Hate is such a strong word, I have noticed some signs says “God Hates….” But if it’s a sin to hate, why do we constant attack others? Weather they are homosexual, atheist, sinners, or more “bad people”? The Bible says love everyone, which that leads to another discussion,
Leviticus 19:17
You shall not hate your brother in your heart, but you shall reason with your neighbor, lest you bear sin because of him
I realize this is the older version, but it makes a good point “You shall not hate your brother in your heart” wouldn’t that go for how we treat others even if we do not condone them? I don’t have to agree with anyone that I feel it isn’t the way I believe in, but I wouldn’t sit here and lecture about “how bad you are because you…” the one thing I truly believe God wants, is us to be respectful, nice, treat each other equally. Just because one is something God doesn’t want it to happen, we shouldn’t hate. It disappoints me big when I see “God hates Fag” the word “Fag” “Faggot” is hurtful. We don’t have to agree with any of the lifestyle anyone wants to be in. Only God can judge you. There are other signs some people would make that is just pure hate, or actions.
If someone doesn’t like someone before giving them a chance, that’s judging by the book by its cover. I am blessed I am surrounded by people who loves me. There are a few people who doesn’t like me, for whatever reason – I don’t know but I wont ask. I don’t expect everyone to like everyone, some has connections some doesn’t. but I treat people with respect, when I don’t, I am hurting myself, them, and God. And therefore, I don’t say evil words. I have stopped swearing which that is great, I am SO proud of myself. It does nothing but hurt myself more and the negativity.
My husband is home – I need to help him with the Truck
God Bless
Amber
For the lack of knowledge of Me (God), my people perish. Hosea 4,6 says the Bible. So do not let go the Holy Scripture without reading for few days.
ReplyDeleteIt said also that we should seek Yee first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness every thing shall be adding onto you. Confer Mt 6, 33. I will not let the habit of reading the bible depart from m.
I will be with the Bible, reading and do meditating so that GOD the father almighty will bless me like the Jacob asked the Angel to bless him if not he Jacob will not let go. This happens when Jacob fought with the Angel of God.
By nature I need to have some friends and perhaps enemies, so if every body can not and will never be my friend then I need to pray for those who don’t even one to see me prosper in life. That might be one of the mains reasons why Jesus Krista asked us to pray for our enemies.
In my prayers, just as you know my life is a message of prayer, I do pray and pray for every one most specially my friends, my benefactors those who help me in one way or the other in my formation journey, my enemies, my parents though I lost my father in June 2010, and for peace in the world.
So for me I’ve taken this month to be a month of prayers for the sick, those in the hospital and those in their various houses.