Changes to make...

Morning,

Yesterday was just so unbelieveably bad…

I walked out on target, the place is just so dark it affected my personality yesterday, it was so bad, I wrote something so nasty till someone called on it on facebook, I wrote a better one, no names no name calling no anger.

I read some of the bible, thanks to God he has helped me through yesterday I was completely alone going through this, last night was just so bad I didn’t know what to do…

At least I am out of the soulless environment, I hope the people I do like, get saved… they are trying to hang on… they need to get out… I will keep in touch with some of them, and hope for the best.

Today I will be doing a lot of “me” time and the Bible… missing church last week was the big mistake I made… next week I will miss church due to the fact I will be out of town, but I keep to keep the bond strong between me and God, and it needs to grow.

I haven’t had motivation to text people anymore, I don’t know why, when I do the convostations are short – maybe because I really dislike my phone, and I want a different one, I am actually considering going back to my old phone, even when it has bad battery, but I just cannot stand my phone. (no more smart phones for me) I really cant get used to it and I had it for more than 6 months.

I got the job, I passed the drug test, and Target took an advange to beat me down but they failed bad. Now that I will be in a better environment, pays a lot more, and it has a future for me… and they tried to harm it… well it failed for them. I will walk back into Target as a shopper tomorrow, and I may see them, but I expect good service or I will file a complaint.

I hope for the best for Target, maybe they will do some good, my job is giving back to the community.

I talked to my best friend yesterday, it kinda helped, over the VP (video phone) I do miss him a lot – hes in cali, and I wish he would still be here.. but hes happy.

I have so much changes i need to make - re connect with my friends... I am so nervous about starting a new carreer... it is a scary thing to go through

Got to run,

God bless

Amber