Updates on me...

Hey,

I know another blog today – I started to think – I haven’t really been updating about me…

Well we know I am no longer working at Target, I am going to Esales, which is a whole lot more money than Target was providing.

Things here has been very stressful, I am not sure where to begin, I completely lost it last night. I was so out of it I didn’t even want to get out of bed this morning, but the only thing I had to do to get out of bed knowing I had to get up and go to my dad’s house for Poop patrol.

I am becoming more independent, for some reason I have been busy with life it self, and I gotten more beads, but I am experiencing lack of motivation. My stuff is just sitting there being unused – I think I am going to end this hobby. I was going to make a whole bunch to give out or sell for lil bucks, but, I just don’t know.  I know I just cannot wait to go to work, start my new job. My weekends are getting pretty busy quick, I want to start making plans for MY friends, almost all of my weekends in June is booked up – first weekend I will go out of town, second weekend baby shower, but I will try not to make any plans for that Sunday, because knowing me, I want a BREAK I will be working 40 hours a week, I need a break I don’t need to be on the go like I have been lately, the weekend after that I am keeping that clear ON PURPOSE, any plans or invitation I will immediately decline (so please don’t ask) until I know if my best friend is having a bach party, there is NO way I am going to miss that party EVER. Then the weekend after that I have the wedding I am one of the bridesmaid. Then the last weekend, I am free… *whew* I might just keep that purposely cleared for ME. I wont have much time to do housework… nothing in July YET maybe the first weekend…

April – well I am busy the first two weekends but I think the third Saturday I am going to take Buffy for her bath, she NEEDS it ugh smelling like a dog already. I would like to make a plan with a friend of mine to visit Pike’s market – and visit the FIRST starbucks… :-D I do miss having starbucks.

May – all weekend is booked up on Saturdays – I try to keep the Sundays open but hey other things happens.

I haven’t been doing any reading, it is so bad that for my book club “eat pray love” I forgotten what have happened… I might have to re read the whole book, and I am almost done, for some reason I just start to think of other things… *sighs* and I haven’t been using the kindle – I just don’t have time to read – if I do I try to read the Bible. I feel icky because I haven’t read the Bible in a while, I was just reading the Bible and I had the urge to come on here.

I would love to meet new people – I would really love that – but the question is… where do I start? :-/ my friends are pretty far from me – and I would like to meet some local people.

I love hosting events but I haven’t, I was going to have a candle party, but I canceled due to some past tense drama. But I ended up having other things like a major girl pamper time.

I know I might have mentioned this – monthly I will be getting a pedi, weds I will get my nails done, which I cannot wait. I am really gonna start looking more professional than a icky bum you see. I cannot wait to donate my hair – my hair cut is going to be extremely different and cute. I am pretty nervous about it. It will happen the same day of the Book club and it will totally WOW the girls – I am thinking of getting my eye brows waxed the day before too… I wont have time to do it that day. (yeah my eye brows are starting to be icky well they are I might just do it before hand, yep call it a SLOWWWW make over)

I am so excited for my new job, it will be one step closer to my successful future, this is a perfect office environment, I am not sitting at a desk ALL day, there will be SOME physical activity, I get to see things and research things. All I can hope is I can work hard move up to the next level, this job will take me somewhere… somewhere far and successful. I see myself with this company for a very very long time, one of the best thing is this is a non profit company, and I will be working to give back to the community, which will give me so much more pride and I would be very proud… I am very excited.

I really cannot think of anything else…

Take care! God Bless,

Amber