Hey Everyone,
I should be getting ready for the day… I made a mistake craming things in today… but that is okay. I am pretty nervous because I will be handing out some present to a couple of women today. I hope they like my work. I ordered some stuff from online some crosses, and I posted it on facebook I could make three more who ever wants them, but I realize I am OUT of wires… the strong kind, I will have to pick some up this weekend. This hobby is very addicting, I ignored my duties as a housewife so today its going to kick my butt… I got to scrub down the kitchen and clean the living room, and while my husband has game night tonight… no bath – its folding laundry. That’s what I get for getting distracted, and I need to read the Bible some more, I completed April’s reading which I was very excited.
I went to Mass yesterday morning, left work early just for it, gotten his pamphlet I cant wait to read every one of those readings they provide. I am considering going to church 2 3 times a week while I am not working as much. Why not? If the message is going to be different, I can hear the messages and pray even more.
I posted this on facebook the other day – I just couldn’t believe how awesome God is, something I needed to hear during my hardship that I am going through.
2 Samuel 22:2
The LORD is my rock and my fortress, and my deliverer.
Who could ask for a better verse for a time like this?! It just makes me so motivated to read more and more of his WORDS. The Devil still comes out and wanting to play with my mind, wasn’t going to happen. He tried to trick me when I didn’t get the job I was encouraged to apply (still waiting) but I knew it was a good thing. I gotten a letter from a friend in Togo – Do not ask me where that is – I have no idea. A new pen pal, he is a Priest in training, he wants to be one, he has to starve himself from the internet world, the day I came home from my last day of the temp job, I gotten a letter he cheered me up, and I smiled because I was able to still learn. It was a message from God, I just know it. I was bummed but I finished the job with a smile on my face, I thanked God for this opportunity that I had.
Here is another interesting quote – from the ST. Thomas Aquinas
“Without work it’s impossible to have fun”
It had me thinking about this one, I knew the work of going to the path of God is fun, doing the things for other people is work and it is fun, working hard in life to get things is fun, even if one doesn’t like the job. I am working on Beading, and it gives me the pleasure of how happy one can get.
Yesterday morning, I went to work (Target) this co worker of mine, she bumped into me a few weeks ago at a craft store and she asked what I was getting I explained first timer and etc. she said “You should make me one of those…” I said “You want one?” she said yes… I said okay. Then two weeks later, I made all four bracelet the same that day, but I didn’t know when I would see her I asked her last week if she would be here (yesterday) and she said yes. Yesterday I brought it and I gave it to her, her eyes lit up, she was so happy, she was telling me how beautiful it was, and she was so grateful. I know she will cherish it. she didn’t think I was serious, of course I was. After giving a friend a bracelet the first gift I gave away she liked it, then my Aunt, I saw more happiness. I didn’t want to stop, I am so addicted to making things and giving it to people. There was no way I could make a lot of things and keychains for up for grabs and let it sit here. I would not wear them all.
My sister in law’s birthday is coming up, I have a present ready for her, then I have another sister in law’s birthday coming up, I will make her something too – I gotten a lot of small blue beads, I am a lil bored of blue right now, so this weekend I hope to get more beads and they will be different color, then I will go back to blue and finish them, no more buying in BULK! Lol.
Corinthians 10:20
I do not want you to be partners with demons.
One of the things I don’t have an understanding, I still don’t, how can someone allow the Devil take one’s soul? I want to help the soulless people but I cant – at least not right now I am not strong enough to defeat the harm that it could cause me and God. All I can do is be there if one needs me there. I can hope I help to light a match for them to start making room for light, and get the darkness to go away.
I don’t want any demons around me. If I am in a unsafe environment, I try to make things better for myself and them, or if it is that bad, I need to leave I couldn’t be alone. How can I face multiple demons alone? The Devil still tries to test me. I read something interesting (and I knew) but it was an important reminder, how the Devil tried to test Jesus. Telling him tell God to do this for that, and he told the Devil there will be no testing God to see if he is real. HE IS REAL. I pray to him I hope the prayers help, but I know sometimes I ask too much, but I will not expect him to grant it. I pray for other people more than I pray for myself, I don’t want to have a greed. If one doesn’t get answered, I will not blame God, nothing is his fault, he didn’t cause any of this, this is the plan, this is the future he sees.
I gotta get off and get ready for the day.
God Bless
Amber
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