new hobby, more desire to adopt...

Hello Everyone,

I have been naughty, I think after this blog I will be reading the Bible I was supposed to on Sunday but I didn’t have time or want to make time, I gotten too addicted to my Beading hobby I just discovered I have a talent, I want to expand. It will be my gift to people. I can only hope people like it. I do realize I do have the risk of being shoot down by some people who doesn’t have appreciation for it.

I started to think after reading http://www.nwae.org/Profile-WARE-dbC.php?tn=3&case=c7980 I want to adopt this boy. Sadly I don’t have anything ready to be able to or the approval of adopting a child. I am pretty sure my husband wouldn’t agree to it. but he seems so wonderful, I can understand because we don’t have money for kids right now. It is my ultimate dream to have a deaf child. I am pretty sure our child will not be deaf, which is why I want to adopt a deaf child. This deaf child (adopted) may not be accepted by some people, but I am up for that challenge and I will not allow people to treat my children like they are nothing. They are going to be precious gift from God, and if they cant accept that one of my child is going to be deaf, or adopted, heck with them. those people will not understand my feelings.

My children will not be living in pity, when we have kids, the other kids on his side will be older and fleeing from the homes and our children would be younger, its going to be a odd mix, my family don’t really do birthdays but going out and buy dinner and etc, but my in laws do birthdays for everyone, which is pretty cool. This year, I am not sure if I will host my birthday “cake and icecream” like they do, I never have since I was with my husband. Would it be worth to start now?  The last “birthday party” I had was my 25^th and my mom’s 50^th it was very last minute we each invited two friends there was no family other than my dad because well he is her spouse. But before that, I was like 14?

This year I would like to expand my Bead hobby, and buy myself a new coach purse… I know I just got one, but it was a total fake, and I was extremely upset, it is not like I ask a lot, so I am going to go down to the store and buy me a real one. A purse is not just a purse… not to me.

We are going to go on a birthday trip for me, but I am not sure where, or if I should, but if we go away, it would love it to be just the two of us, there is so much distraction here, I think we deserve a get away no friends, no families, no nothing. Go somewhere where we don’t have cell phone receptions, no internet, nothing. Too many technologies that gets in our way, that is a problem when it comes to couples. I remember the deacon told us that they have ways to break up a couple with things in the way. This is one of them, getting distracted with phones, tv, games and they ignore each other and lose communications. I don’t want that to happen. My husband is a Gamer, and I will make sure I go first before the xbox.

I am off to read the Bible and write to God. I haven’t heard anything about the job, I am in the waiting game, I am supposed to get an interview…

God Bless

Amber