switching the new life...

Hey,

I needed a reality check – my husband used some verses from a prayer which reminded me, “forgive those who trespass against us” I say it every week in church. I knew it was another message from God. So I started to read the Bible more the other day, when I start to feel distance, I go right back to the Bible. I was thinking in my head – which I knew Jesus and God heard me, how I think they are amazing. They helped me through the bad patches of my life.

After this week, I am going to soar. I am a bird stuck in a nest, not quite ready to fly but someone is going to push me out, and I need to fly. My dream was to work in the office, I had a taste, and I fell in love with it and I gotten the job. Now it is my turn to fly. After my experiences with retail, I don’t think I would ever work for retail again, not that I want to. I know I deserve better. Perfect environment – no phones involved. It will get me far in my life, I am about to write a new chapter of my life.

I am having a slow makeover – I already gotten new glasses, this week nails, I gotten some new clothes, but it wont stop me from shopping more, I want a lot of clothes so I can have 3 weeks worth of clothes (I want to be creative). And I am really excited and nervous about my hair cut, I had long hair for a long time.

I mentioned I was scared and nervous to start my new career. It is a scary thought, it is a scary thing to go through. Because its so new, and you are gonna explore, but I will have people there to make me feel right at home.

After the whole fake coach purse – I saved up some money, and I bought:

Purse

Coin purse (is a keychain too)

Wallet

Make up bag (wrist purse)

All coach – and it made me happy, I had a major savings. I have been wanting a new coach for so long, before my black one, I have been wanting a coach for such a long time. I want to have at lest 4 coach purses – so I can have a variety. I mean, if one day I feel like I want this one, I will switch. The thing about coach purses, I always heard how great they are – and someone had her one purse for 15 years. And I have spent like 30 40 bucks on my purses and they break after a few months. I know coach is expensive, but the coach outlit is my new best friend! Along with the body works lol! I stocked up on body wash, so I wont need body wash in a few months or longer, since my job wont allow me to have scented perfume/body spray so my sprays will last a long time because it will be for the weekend – and that is okay.

I am extremely excited Bible study is coming up soon – I think it will be Tuesday nights but I don’t know yet… but I know I am jumping with joy for this, I have waited a long time, and I will meet new catholic friends!!! I am looking forward to making new friends with my church.

This lent has been so smooth, I am surprised I haven’t been cranky when it comes to not having dessert food that we gave up for Lent.

Yesterday I had my rings cleaned (wedding rings) which its nice and sparkly. I was drooling over this necklace I really wanted – its emerald. But I know I have enough jewelries as it is.

I gotta take off – I am taking my dad to his appointment. Headphones (check) phone (check) and book (check)

God Bless

Amber